Overwhelmed

Its a bad feeling when u feel alone,

you not finding friends,

friends not finding you,

its the only chemistry that will happened.....

its so easy,

MIXED UP,

will be the key words,

its not like being an apple of everyone's eyes,

it it just a nice thing,

a thing you will feel when you really get it,

someone ask me,

" wont you feel bored looking at the same guy? i do think alone is better!!"

i was frozen into that question,

how cool he can felt like that,

but sorry to say,

that's no what i want..

i can admit that i am not contented ,

i can admit that it is how greediness happened inside me,

its my desire to get a thing..

when sky turned darker,

it is time for you to realized,

wasting time,

better not,

hoping a nice day for tomorrow,

is worthwhile then thinking much~

Backhhe

finally i back to kuching liow lo

haha

it took about whole day for me to reach here

haha

very vry happy!!! frens, i reserved u all XD

My Crew XD

Interbeatz Crew~~~

Interbeatz Crew~

Finally i joined in a crew~~~~

i learned a lot

baby freeze~

shoulder freeze~

air baby~

set chair~

air chair~

6 steps~

3 steps~

crazy commando~

hand stand~

bridge stand~

and so on~

woohoo~~~~~~~~~

Tonight i can write the saddest lines ( spanish)

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.

Escribir, por ejemplo : 'La noche está estrellada,

y tiritan, azules, los astros, a lo lejos'.

El viento de la noche gira en el cielo y canta.

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.

Yo la quise, y a veces ella también me quiso.

En las noches como ésta la tuve entre mis brazos.

La besé tantas veces bajo el cielo infinito.

Ella me quiso, a veces yo también la quería.

Cómo no haber amado sus grandes ojos fijos.

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.

Pensar que no la tengo. Sentir que la he perdido.

Oir la noche immensa, más inmensa sin ella.

Y el verso cae al alma como al pasto el rocío.

Qué importa que mi amor no pudiera guardarla.

La noche está estrellada y ella no está conmigo.

Eso es todo. A lo lejos alguien canta. A lo lejos.

Mi alma no se contenta con haberla perdido.

Como para acercarla mi mirada la busca.

Mi corazón la busca, y ella no está conmigo.

La misma noche que hace blanquear los mismos arboles.

Nosotros, los de entonces, ya no somos los mismos.

Ya no la quiero, es cierto pero cuánto la quise.

Mi voz buscaba el viento para tocar su oído.

De otro. Será de otro. Como antes de mis besos.

Su voz, su cuerpo claro. Sus ojos infinitos.

Ya no la quiero, es cierto, pero tal vez la quiero.

Es tan corto al amor, y es tan largo el olvido.

Porque en noches como ésta la tuve entre mis brazos,

mi alma no se contenta con haberla perdido.

Aunque ésta sea el último dolor que ella me causa,

y éstos sean los últimos versos que yo le escribo.

Yea Yea Yea

Its really tired man~

assignments , homeworks , reports

Dramas , multimodal presentation

Foo~~~~~~

too much ~

missing kuching here

hmmmm..

just wait

just need to wait for few more weeks

9 september

back to kuching!!@

yEA~~~~~~

utp's life

it has been so long i din blog here ><
everything changed since i first came in
living independently
but
i met lots of friends XD
especially those who treat me good XD
thanx friend
by the way,
hey kuching friends, i might be going back on this september loo XD
hope to see u guys soon XD

16/May/2010... from kl to ipoh ~~

woke up at 6 plus plus....

slept again.....

woke up at 7 plus plus....

slept again.....

woke up at 930....

satisfied XD haha

today gonna change way to ipoh liow looo...

leaving KL..

haha..

Morning,

father brought me to walk around

but!!

we found out no shops and stalls were opened yet..

only some..

and so, i said i want to go to have a look at their book store XD

OMG!!! less english books were found,

wanna buy books to act pro like english man but failed..

aiks><

so, i bought a magazine, well, it was cheap XD

Rm5.00

then, we walked along the Petaling street again XD

we bought sausages egg meat floss bread XD

nice and felt so surprised on how it taste like ^^

lol

The special bread ~~

then, we went to coffee shop ....

i ordered a plate of BBQ pork rice..

Rm 5.00

eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat......burp!!!!!! full ~~

then , my father said wanna buy a sport shoes for me, YAY!!

and so i bought this..

what the?!? Rm60 ==

the ppl said he will sell me rm2o

if i can find other ppl who sell that shoes lower then rm 6o

then , we went for a walk, and saw many ppl BBQ-ing bak kua ==

lol

ISH!!!! no place to walk XD

so back to hotel again....

packing and checking out

now,

waiting for my senior to show the way to ipoh XD haha

and so,

i did something again ....

deng deng deng deng...

took english man photos,lol

~First~

~second~

hope that i can be as muscular as this guy!! cool~

*weird , saw only men at the hotel*...

a few minutes later

my senior reached XD

heehee

now i am inside the bus , way to Bukit Jalil,

the two guys in the middle are gays!!

coz i saw them holding hands ~

1 hours later, arrived at Bukit Jalil

we changed to another bus that drove us to Ipoh

at 13o pm....

cost rm17 plus plus per person ==

~the ticket to ipoh~

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in the bus now, sleepy~~

so, took pictures again XD

reading magazine too ...

this ain't a place to but motorcycles!!

they were just parking there ==

but too many ><

i looked so tired...

but my father even tired ==

me with..............CURTAINS..==

the biggest Macdonald shop i ever saw ==

~after 3 hours * after rounded off*~

i arrived at ipoh~,

we used taxi to drive us to Highway Budget hotel

it cost us rm 40 per trip ,LOL

and then,immediately

we went to Tesco to buy things,

coz it almost raining ..

~TESCO~

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol, i bought many things ==,

all total up

Rm 101.15

all what i bought was those thing i needed to use these 5 years,

like Dynamo and other stuff ~~~

then hungry again!!!

so we went to KFC..

different from kuching,

in ipoh, we can push our shopping cart into KFC lol

Saw it ?!?

while waiting for the food, i took pictures again~~

heehee ^^

then we back to hotel ..

walking super fast,

hoping it wont rain during our way back to hotel..

Phew~~ it didn't haha XD

then i took bath....

after bath i took pics again XD

don worry .. not naked

LOL

At 10 pm,

my father brought me to eat Canai,

down from hotel ^^

and we ordered Teh Tarik too

woohoo.~

Rm1.oo per cup ~

then took pics again...

but not my pics XD

first shot~ * father say not nice *

and so....

second shot ..and he likes it XD

later then i back to hotel ....

Online...

that'a all XD

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GoodNight!!!

Just now Airport...now Kl.....15/May/2010

Today i cried, ><

coz, my frenz all there send me off

beverly, ivelyn , vivian , huishan, huiluh, teresa and churchill

very happy that they were there..

haha...

they gave me a present

how they knew i like white.??.....

thanx vivian , teresa , huishan , huiluh , keryn , beverly , churchill ,

tho soon , chung ning , ivelyn , kai li and michelle chai for the present XD

i named it .....

my "what's up" bag XD

The white jacket with design i like XD

*After a few hours.................*

well~~ finally i arrived at KL

buahahaha XD..

lol,

just now just met my senior

he was so kind XD

he brought us out...

ate a lot XD haha

don know what the name of the mee XD.....

Ice- blended XD dragon fruit haha...

After eating... my dirty bowl, lol ^^

later, we settled down in a backpack hotel

we went shopping XD , bought magnets ==

name card XD

~lime~

~Dragon fruit~

~lychee~

after that , we went back to hotel,

while father went to take bath, i did something DX

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took my own photo!!! lol

first shot!!!! with a mirror in XD

second shot!! with fan XD lol

then i slept XD buahahahah

zzzz

zzzzz

zzzzzzzz

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GoodNight!!!!

Steamboat =D

Just finished steamboat with friends...

this might be our last gathering in this years ..

between me and them

i love this night

we played

lots of fun

=D

we took photos~

ate a lot...

Weird foods

made by keryn

lol

haha............

anyway photos will be uploaded soon XD

i love u friends XD

Another hidden tears~

it was at afternoon

her son was in his room

playing with laptop

how many times....

she had been watching what her son was doing..

every act

every sound

she was trying to grab the chances

to look at her son's face

before she cant meet her son

as her son will be leaving her for 5 years

to another places

independently,

to gain knowledge....

i know,

how the son feels

he was acting

acting that he don know his mum was watching

when he was alone

his family's image appeared

inside his mind

he cried alone in the night

before he sleeps

his mum took a cup of water on her hand

and passed it to him

tears brimmed at the edges

cant smile

obviously she was sad to let her son alone outside

again,

she went to take her son's towel

asking her son to bath

as her son was addicted to computer

means to reminding him,

touching his back,

she loves him

he loves his mum.....

he knew another thing

his father had the same feeling

but he did not show up

he was the one who help up his son the most to get this scholarship.

he hope his son so much

to be a useful person in the future,

he was happy when his son successfully get the scholarship

he loves him

he loves his dad

another person he worries much

his brother

he really hope he can study hard

and would not make his parents disappointed

he believes in his brother,

and want him to take care of his parents ...

they often fight but they are still brothers

I Love U, My Family

Touched

i cried when i heard this song ..

[S.H.E SHERO] "Shao Le Yi Ge Ren" Lyrics

Lyrics for Shao Le Yi Ge Re. Pinyin + Chinese + English

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Shao Le Yi Ge Ren

少了一个人

Missing Someone (Official trans: Without You)

peng you ju hui chao nao de kuai le zai ta men li kai yi hou bian xi bo

朋友聚会吵闹的快乐 在她们离开以后变稀薄

The happiness of gathering together with friends bickering away, fades away once they leave

zou lu hui jia hui xiang shan dong de wo tu ran ke wang you ren neng lai jie wo

走路回家 回像山洞的窝 突然渴望有人 能来接我

As I walk home to that cave-like house, I suddenly wish there was someone who could come pick me up

pao zhe re shui zai yu shi lai zhe si nian que ye bei gun tang mao yan le

泡著热水在浴室赖著 思念却也被滚烫冒烟了

In the bath, soaking in hot water, even my thoughts of you boil and turn to smoke

zui hou de jian xun kan dao neng bei le duo jiu mei you zai lian luo yi xiang hai shi tong

最后的简讯 看到能背了 多久没有再联络 一想还是痛

The last text message, I can even memorise it now. How long since we talked? It still hurts when I think about it

shao le yi ge ren chong ai wo

少了一个人宠爱我

Missing someone to love me

peng you de ai cheng fen jiu shi bu tong

朋友的爱 成分就是不同

Love from friends, just isn't the same

zui nan guo shi xiao zhe mian dui bei xian mu zi you

最难过 是笑著面对被羡慕自由

The saddest is smiling as others admire my freedom

lian hen jiu de cheng shu ye kuai zhe yan bu zhu ji mo

练很久的成熟 也快遮掩不住 寂寞

The maturity I've been practising for so long, can't cover up my loneliness for much longer

ma ma zai dian hua li gua nian wo shang ci yu yan you zhi ta hai ji de

妈妈在电话裏挂念我 上次欲言又止她还记得

Mama tells me on the phone that she misses me, she still remembers the last time I wanted to say something yet didn't

xi huan zhuang mei shi qi shi zui lei le dan wo qing chu hen duo shi ku le ye mei yong

喜欢装没事 其实最累了 但我清楚很多事 哭了也没用

I like to pretend there's nothing wrong when actually I'm really tired. But I know that there are many things there's no use crying about

shao le yi ge ren yong bao wo

少了一个人拥抱我

Missing someone to embrace me

na zhong yong bao neng gou wang le suo you

那种拥抱 能够忘了所有

That embrace, can make me forget everything

liang ge ren jiu suan xia xue hou chi jiao ni zhe feng

两个人 就算下雪后赤脚逆著风

Even after it snows, when two people are barefoot in the wind

ye bu jue de bing dong hai xiao de bi yang guang chi re

也不觉得冰冻 还笑得比阳光 炽热

It doesn't feel ice-cold, our smiles are warmer than the sun's rays

shao le yi ge ren dong de wo

少了一个人懂得我

Missing someone who understands me

neng gou ti hui wo jue qiang you cui ruo

能够体会 我倔强又脆弱

Someone who knows when I'm being stubborn or feel weak

bu ji chou wen rou yuan liang wo qing xu tai bo dong

不记仇 温柔原谅我情绪太波动

Someone who won't hold grudges, gently forgive my sudden changes in mood

yong lei guang she bu de rong hua wo lei ji de ji mo

用泪光舍不得 融化我累积的 寂寞

Someone who can't bear to see me use teardrops to dissolve the loneliness I've built up

hen gu zhi wu tiao jian ai wo cong lai mei bian guo

很固执 无条件爱我从来没变过

Someone who'll be persistent, unconditionally love me for never changing who I am

zai da chao de shi hou hui bao zhe wo chen mo bu dong

在大吵的时候 会抱著我 沉默 不动

And when it's noisy, someone who will hug me, quietly, without movement